i am afraid that she broke up with me because i'm trans. it must be so much easier for her to be out as gay and be dating a girl who is also gay. rather than recently out as gay, dating a boy who most people read as a girl who went to her women's college.

i have such a hard time trusting people and i just want to shut down but i know i can't do that, i have to pick myself up, i have to keep going like i do every time.