there's a boy at school I've been super, super attracted to since the day i met him (October 2009), but I'm afraid of rejection and have no idea how to ask someone out.
my ex made me feel guilty about sex and masturbation again, which is really frustrating because we've been broken up for two months and the guilt's still there.
i love a lot of people. I'm afraid of not finding someone who really loves me back.
Someone told me last night about an 8-year-old transgirl in rural Tennessee whose family had to run away because members of their community were openly plotting to kill them. that shit breaks my heart.
I'm afraid of dying. especially: dying alone, or dying without telling people how i feel about them, or dying before I'm finished with my work.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
Date: 2009-07-16 05:47 pm (UTC)my ex made me feel guilty about sex and masturbation again, which is really frustrating because we've been broken up for two months and the guilt's still there.
i love a lot of people. I'm afraid of not finding someone who really loves me back.
Someone told me last night about an 8-year-old transgirl in rural Tennessee whose family had to run away because members of their community were openly plotting to kill them. that shit breaks my heart.
I'm afraid of dying. especially: dying alone, or dying without telling people how i feel about them, or dying before I'm finished with my work.