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do you ever wonder how different your life would be if one thing had happened differently or if you had made one decision differently? especially in childhood?

hmm. happy fourth of july, people. have fun at your cookouts and fireworks and all that jazz.

ha, i'm watching dirty dancing. okay, well, i'm not really watching it, but i'm listening to cheesy salsa music blasting from the tv and grooving around in my chair. i am a chair-salsa-dancing wiz.

i'm in a weird mood.

i have to work at booksmith from 10:30-3 today (!). i love that place. then, i have to work at kohl's from 4-8. i worked at kohl's from 12-6 yesterday; it was kind of ugly. i guess no one buys clothes on saturdays, and i'm guessing not holiday sunday evenings, either.

well. out.

happy fireworks.

let's begin with another hypothetical question. do you ever feel like a fuck-up for no good reason?

( so, i discovered my AP scores today in between jobs. )

AND JUST WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WAS OVER THE LAME MEME/SURVEY THING...

NUMBER OF...
:x: piercings = 7
:x: tattoos = none, thank you
:x: height = 5'7"
:x: shoe size = 10
:x: hair color = auburn, naturally
:x: siblings = jeff, 30; cassie, 14; jeremy, 9

DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = well, i wouldn't call it a "CRUSH," per se. if you said it more like, "boys i am more inclined to make out with than others," then yes, there are a few. at least two, maybe three.
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yes. UMF.
:x: you think about suicide = no.
:x: you believe in online dating = hahaha, losers.
:x: others find you attractive = i suppose so?
:x: you want more piercings = yes, yes, yes.
:x: you drink = no. although i must admit i'm tempted. very tempted.
:x: you do drugs = no.
:x: you smoke = noooope.
:x: you like cleaning = ha, no.
:x: you like roller coasters = i'm a wuss.
:x: you write in cursive or print = print.

( LAST... )

i wish i had someone to go see fireworks with or something. seriously, why are my friends so lame and antisocial?

( bri and i planning a sexual escapade )